Hello im Renée. Im very shy and quiet... at school im very quiet because im very scared and shy. I have no idea why. When i started grade 7 my whole life turned around in a bad way... then i lost so many friends because 2 of them started doing drugs... and the rest found new friends. Now i only have maybe like 7 friends. Im in foster care. Everyday im always missing something. Everyday im thinking of something. Everyday im imageining something. Everyday im dreaming of something. And a few of those things that im thinking of something is to live with my real parents and spend some time with my brother and sister more... i also have a brother and sister who died at birth and a grandpa who died on my birthday... i have a tough life.... i cant even speak loud enough for people to hear me. And thats because im losing so many important things in my life that matter. And i just think about it to much that its making feel like i have to much pressure on me and im holding those things in and i cant just let them go... i dont even know that im speaking quiet. People only hear mumbling and thats because im trying my best to speak loud enough. I just wish more and more people in my class would speak to me more and maybe i could become good friends and speak up more. And maybe by making new friends it would help me get rid of all those things that are holding me back.
STOP TELLING ME I LOOK LIKE SHANE DAWSON. SO MANY PEOPLE KEEP ON TELLING ME THAT I LOOK LIKE HIM. ILL EVEN PUT A PICTURE SIDE BY SIDE AND SEE FOR YOURSELF THAT I DONT LOOK LIKE HIM.