the lyrics to the song
I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real.
The needle tears a hole the old familiar sting try to kill it all away but remember everything.
What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone i know Goes away in the end.
And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you Down I will make you hurt.
I wear this crown of thorns Upon my liars chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here
If i could start again A million miles away I will keep myself I would find a way
i think this son means
That he is oblivious to his own feelings due to his drug use.
The needle is talking about heroin and he used id for depession
Hes become a lone rbecause of his addiction
He is trying to say you can have everything i have but it will let you down because i have nothing
He pretends to be better than he is when he is just depressed and strung out
After time all of the feelings go away you become someone different to me and i am still the same.
repeating the same lines
if he could start all over he wouldn't do the same things that he had done