The rest of the day at school and I just kept thinking how sweet and cute he is instead of paying attention and also trying to figure out how to tell him how I really feel or if I even should. I was never really good at expressing my feelings to others but I decided on telling him tomorrow at school how I feel and hoping it goes well, Tyler was my only friend so if this didn’t go well I'll go back to square one being the new girl with no one to talk to.
The next day I was went to school nervous as ever. I've ignored any contact of talking to him at school cause I was so nervous to tell him. He realized that I has been avoiding him to he finally went up to me to ask why I was avoiding him and asking why I was being so weird.
"Hey!" He said with a cheerful tone
"You don’t seem to happy What's wrong are you okay and why have you been avoiding me all day.?"
"Ugh no reason just tired you know late night trying to figure out what in learning in my classes." I said quietly cause I wanted to change the topic so I didn’t have to tell him how I feel about him.
"Ugh okay well maybe I can come over after school and help you?"
"Yeah sure I guess"
"Okay see you after school then" he said while walking in the other direction.
I was in relief! That i didn’t have to tell him in that moment and I started to get nervous cause he was coming over after school to help me with my classes, but as I was nervous. I thought that was a right time to tell him that I likes him.
Later after school me and Tyler were walking to my house and I couldn’t take the nervous feeling anymore so I stopped in the middle of the side walk and told him.
"Hey Tyler can I tell you something?." I said unsure and quietly
"Yah! Sure anything."
" Well there's this feeling I been having for a while and I'm guessing what I'm trying to tell you is ugh... that umm... I like you.."
30 seconds of silence happened I was nervous what his response would be he just stood there staring at the side walk to no facial expression.
" Really?" He responded with unknowingly
"Well.. I'm glad you said something cause I like you too."
I stood there with the biggest smile on my face, the hugged cause they were so happy and they both smiled they rest of the way home.
2 months later
2 months later there still dating still happily in love, they were perfect together they would so cute things like write love letters or notes to each other telling them how much they love them, and just did romantic and non-romantic things to make them feel loved and special in a way I've not felt before I liked the feeling of what it felt liked to be loved I didn’t want this feeling to end I wanted to last forever. But sadly that didn’t end up happening.