You cannot be yourself if you are an effect of anything less than Christ as you. The Spirit of Jesus Christ is for you and waiting to live in you. Hidden and enveloped in Christ you are positioned to be nourished in Father as a healed and increasingly glorious daughter or son.
You are too much a daughter/son of God to be diluted by religion or 'other gospels.'
Never allow any person, any institution, any religion or any perspective within a religion to tell you who you must be. You were made to be an expression of Christ. We all were. When Christ and not extraneous factors are our life we become our genuine selves. We mature according to our design and head into our destiny as daughters and sons of God.
Christ mediates sons. The law births workers and slaves.
We are able to advance into our real selves without religion. Genuine spirituality is about 'being.' Significantly Paul quoted what many wise people already knew. That in God we live and move and have our being. The son of man is God in fullness. Which means that in Jesus we are in God. Not only is this union by the One Spirit. It means fellowship with the trinity. The trinity is the real nature of God. Don't be side-tracked by 'oneness' notions that deny the reality of three persons. The words 'God is love' are not an abstraction. They are a reality because of the love that flows without measure in the relationship of the trinity. The paradox is that if one with God we are one with ourselves. One with God we live in the constant revelation of who God is and the revelation and nourishing of who we are. God's glory is to be Himself and so is yours. God's glory is to enjoy the expression of you as His daughter or son.
So you are not in God because you are in church. Or worshiping on a holy day. Or engaged in some rite. Or doing praise and worship. Worship is a life. You have a holy life. You are holy because Father is Holy and you are His daughter/son. Don't dilute your inheritance with humbug. Live as the manifestation of Jesus, our Father and Holy Spirit.
"Presence is experienced in a participative way, outside the mind. The mind by nature is intent on judging, controlling, and analysing instead of seeing, tasting, and loving. This is exactly why it cannot be present or live in the naked now. The mind wants a job and loves to process things. The key to stopping this game is, quite simply, peace, silence, or stillness. This was always seen as God's primary language." (1) Spirit and life is never information or knowledge. Then again it is never misinformation about God or about yourself and The Plan. Spirit and life is the life and personhood of the trinity flowing through you because you and Father are one. (1)
(1) Rohr, Richard. The Naked Now: Learning to See as the Mystics See (p. 54). The Crossroad Publishing Company. Kindle Edition.