January 4

How was your break and what did you do?

At the beginning of my break i went out of town for a family party then came back and went shopping with family and the rest of my family came over for Christmas eve. After that i went to my cousins families house and we spent the rest of the night there, then went home. After that i went to a friends house and we hung out as well with her family, then i came home to my family getting the house ready for a party later the next day for New Years. We stayed up till like 4 am partying and having fun, then after that we spent the next few days sleeping in and staying home.

January 6

What is the most trouble you have ever given your parents? What is the most enjoyment you have ever given them?

There are a couple things i have done that gave trouble to my mom, personal reasons to get to the point to where i dont live with her anymore because she couldnt handle it anymore so she doesnt deal with me. I dont think there is a moment in time where i have gave her the most enjoyment because its always something with her.

January 9

Does writing help you express your feelings?

It only works sometimes when i write, it lets me put all my thoughts down on a piece of paper and see what i am actually feeling. It sometimes soothes out how i feel and makes me calm, getting my mind of things.

January 11

What dream can you conceive? Can you believe it? Can you achieve it?

Something that i can do to conceive my dream is continuing to do good and keep good at what i am best at. I believe i can achieve that goal if i keep at it and never give up, i feel like i can achieve it if i continue to do what im supposed to do to get to that spot.

January 13

We have a three day weekend, what are your plans?

My plans this weekend is maybe have some of my family from Kyle come over and make a bbq for a little bit then my boyfriend might come over if his parents let him so we can spend some time together for a while. I think Sunday there is a football game so my family is going to watch it while throwing another bbq together and Monday is just a lazy day to stay in and sleep.

January 18

How do you decide if you like someone? How do you show interest in them?

I decide based off the way that particular person speaks to me and the tone they use with me. If you respect me then i will respect you. That's basically how i see it all together.

January 19

Have you ever "passed on a kindness"?

Yes, no matter what mood other people are in, that doesnt mean you act the same way towards them, just be kind all the time, even if you are in a bad mood you dont take it out on others.

January 25

Who is your biggest fan?

i don't think i have a fan.

January 27

What do you love most about yourself? What do others love about you?

Something i love most about myself is that i love to do makeup on myself and whenever i get bored it comes out really great and makes me feel really happy, i dont know why but it just does. Something others love about me, well i dont know but i mostly get compliments on my make up.

January 30

Which of your senses is the most important to you? What would you do without it?

The most important sense to me is my vision because i can know what im doing at all times, how i look, whos around me and things like that. I feel like i can just learn sign language or something to be able to communicate with others.

February 1

How do you see yourself? How do you think others see you?

I see myself as a young independent lady, i dont really care for what others really think of me because at the end of the day its not hurting me, they are just words thats all. How i think others see me is honestly something i cant answer because i wouldnt bother knowing how they see me, it really doesnt matter as long as im happy and im doing my own thing.

February 3

Do you treat people as they are, or as they ought to be?

It depends on the person, like if they show that they want to be treated a certain way then yeah its a different story but if they just act like they dont care then might as well treat them like the way they are.

February 6

How were you taught to tell the truth?

I was taught to tell the truth when your supposed to, like if it needed the truth then tell it but if it came down to something that was really important and necessary then it could maybe slide. Other than that the truth is always supposed to be told.

February 10

When has a friend opened up a whole new world for you?

When I came to San Marcos high school i met my best friend. We were never as close as we are now. I met her my freshman year and now we are both juniors almost graduating high school. We have been through alot together and have always been there no matter what. Im thankful that i met her.

February 13

What is the most important advise you have ever received?

To do whatever i want in life because people are gonna talk either way no matter what you do. Just chase your dreams and do what you want to in life no matter how you got to do it to get their.

February 15

What was the stupidest thing you have ever done? Did someone persuade you to do it?

I think the stupidest thing i have done was messing up my whole freshman year. I was to busy goofing around with my friends that i didn't even care about my education, now that i am supposed to be a junior, i am stuck making up all those classes that i failed and decided not to go to. i really regret it because if i wouldn't have been doing any of that then i would probably be in a better position.

February 17

The First time i learned how to drive.

The first time i learned how to drive was when i was moving back here to San Marcos from Kyle. Me and my family were moving furniture till like 1:00 in the morning and i was in my uncles truck with my cousin and he was driving. We were down the road from home and i made a joke saying "Let me drive". It was pitch black outside, only lights on were from our truck and my cousins car behind us. To my surprise, my cousin pulled over to the side of the road and got off and told me to get on the drivers side. i told him was he serious and he said "Yes you want to learn how to drive right? well get in the drivers side so i can show you." So i did and he showed me what to do, then i started taking off slowly, then i got used to it then started driving faster. I was laughing because when i was turning, instead of switching the blinkers to turn, i switched on the windshield wipers. After that i made a fast turn and drove a few more minutes until we got home. Then when i put it in park, my cousin said "I'm never letting you drive again".

February 22

What do you wish you knew then that you know now?

I wish that i knew who is actually there from the start, like knowing who's actually going to stay and be by my side. Not going to pretend and just be temporary in my life.