the deep end''i began to feel dizzy,nauseated. the room seemed to blur around me. the house the books everything vanished. suddenly, i was out doors kneeling down on the ground beneath trees. i seen a child splashing, and screaming. Drowning!! i reacted to the child in trouble. "he's not breathing!'' she screamed. '' you killed my baby. you killed him!! ''what the devils going on here?'' a mans voice, angry and demanding. i turned, startled, and found myself looking down the barrel of the longest rifle i have ever seen. i heard a metallic click, and i froze, thinking i was going to be shot for saving the boys life. i was going to die.