Visiting home is always emotional for me, not the "crying " kind of emotional but.. I always ask myself if moving was the right thing to do in my situation. Maybe moving to Spain ( where I want to live after UK) was a good option at the moment after all... However, moving to a country I don't know , in the circle of the language I barely understand , without a lot of people I know , is not the risk I am willing to take. When I moved to UK from Amsterdam , I had very difficult situations , where I was on the edge of moving back... The stress I went through , the state of mind I was in, being alone with the problem, I am not willing to do it over again. In time of course I will move , when I have build more confidence in Spain and my situation there , when (perhaps) I will move with someone or to someone. I hope that with this little piece of information I have answered questions about "When" I will move to the country I want to live in ( Spain ). So far, I wanted to let you guys know that I am still planning on moving to Spain, but I will enjoy the beautiful London for a little longer.
Two years ago I moved to London from Amsterdam, the city I grew up in ( or to be specific : Zaandam). "Was it difficult?" -YES... Would I do it again?... perhaps.... Was it worth it? .... definitely.. Despite the fact that I sometimes regret so many things I have done, so many choices I have made .. My next journey will be decided soon as well.. I have many many reasons to stay here.. and more reasons to go ..
I decided to focus more on art, hence this photo of this amazing artist , painting at South Bank London.